"I Took the Mifegyne Under Pressure from My Husband"

"I can't take it anymore. On Friday, I took the Mifegyne under pressure from my husband. Since then, my world has shattered... I don’t know what is right or wrong anymore. We've been together for 13 years, have three children, and they are still young; the oldest is 7 years old. My husband saw a huge problem: too much work, too many problems, no time for the other three kids we have, etc. With that, he 'convinced' me to do this... I swallowed the pill for my children, for what’s best for them. This morning, I had to take the first Cytotec... and I’m getting more and more guilty. Why didn't I have the strength to stand by the baby? Why???? Soon, I have to take the second pill... I would prefer not to take it... so far, nothing has happened, no bleeding, only stronger abdominal cramps since taking the Cytotec... I don’t want this... what am I doing right now?"