"A Sadness Remains"

"My husband and I decided against having this child; it was a very difficult decision, and until the very last minute, it wasn’t certain.
But then we found an agreement that I (and he) can live with. We will give ourselves a year to figure out if we truly want a child. The decision was very hard, accompanied by feelings of guilt and sometimes regret about whether it was the right choice. But just before making the decision, the thought of having a child filled me with panic, and I was not at all ready.
At that moment, it was the right decision, but a sadness remains...
Thank you so much for your support. I am very glad I found this page, and I felt understood for the first time when I read your posts on the topic of unwanted pregnancies.
As I saw, you are funded through private donations, and I would love to support you. If there’s any other way I can support you, please let me know."

Warm regards,
Amanda*
 

^{*The name has been changed to protect the identity of the woman who was counseled.}